I've spent this break thinking and just...cleansing if you will. I have been in a very “troubled” state for a couple of months now and it was really past overdue that I do something about it.
So I spent these days sleeping, cooking, talking to old friends, and watching a little show called how I met your mother. I cannot describe how this combination of things have helped me re tune myself. The sleeping helped re-align my sleep schedule so I wouldn't wake up when the day was over; in fact I woke up at 9 am everyday and it felt amazing.
Cooking helped me work out some of that stress I was feeling (I know this sounds lame but really, it did) and helped me get back into the groove of doing things.
Talking to some of my old friends helped greatly in showing me who I was before things went downhill and really helped me think about what has happened.
How I Met Your Mother reminded me of old friends and situations. I miss the days where I could trust EVERYONE I was close with and didn't have to deal with pesky things in between us (it was the outside factors that took care of that) and it helped me think of all the things we faced and how we came out unscathed. I miss those days and I miss my home in New York.
It seems as if the alone time in between all these things helped me organize everything that has happened and everything I was feeling into a nice compact box to sort with everything else I have dealt with. I can safely say that after this break I am back in working form and I no longer am troubled.
Nope.
Not one bit.
Attached is a video I recorded on the same subject. It will get the same message across just in video format. Thanks for reading!
